Tag: Anders Carlson Wee

You gave me a ride when I was lost 

in Wyoming. Took me to your home. 

Showed me your gun collection 

you had to go shoulder-deep through 

the clothes in the closet to reach. 

They were old and unloaded, you told me, 

and you didn’t shoot them anymore, 

just oiled them and kept them perfectly 

clean. I was careful not to flinch 

as I watched the double-barrel raise 

and train on my face. The tooth hole 

you flashed in the grin after. 

The spasm in your hands as you swung 

the gun and pointed it at yourself 

to show evenness. You told me 

about doing five years for murder, 

asked if I would’ve done anything 

different, finding a grown man 

raping my six-year-old niece. 

I wouldn’t change it, you said. 

I wouldn’t take it back. You patted 

your heart with your hand. 

Family is family, you whispered, 

as you brought me clean sheets for my bed. 

Reprinted from The Low Passions by Anders Carlson-Wee. Copyright (c) 2019 by Anders Carlson-Wee. Used with permission of the publisher, W.W. Norton & Company, Inc. All rights reserved. 

My brother bolt-cuts a hole through the mesh 

over the Family Dollar dumpster in Butte. 

I lower myself through. Dull light mumbles

from the car-emptied lot, slumping

on day-old donuts, moldy seed bread, 

a bulk bag of oats the rats have chewed through. 

I hand up the bread. I hand up the donuts. 

I hand up the tub of yogurt someone 

bought, opened, tasted, and returned. 

I go shoulder-deep through the yolk-crusted bags, 

reaching––maybe fruit, maybe meat.

After awhile you can name what you feel. 

Groping wet shapes with the tips of your fingers. 

Lifting them up to your brother.

Reprinted from The Low Passions by Anders Carlson-Wee. Copyright (c) 2019 by Anders Carlson-Wee. Used with permission of the publisher, W.W. Norton & Company, Inc. All rights reserved.